Work has been taking its toll on me. The mighty december load has arrived, full flights all day every day. My back is breaking. I haven't been eating well, maybe partially controlling what goes into my stomach though. Intending for a detox the last 7 days. *cross fingers*
Countdown check: 10 FREAKING DAYS.
I don't know whether to freak out or not. So many things I've yet to do especially for the dinner reception. Eventhough there's nothing much to it, there's alot of things I'm really heavily depending on my MOH and BM to execute for me. I'm a little perfectionist when it comes to big events like these, who isn't right? But maybe, I'm a little chronic. haha.
So as of now, routine wise from now till the 4th December is to stick my butt at home unless I have plans of which drives me insane everytime. I really feel lost when Bubs not with me, like I can go on a depression mode like suddenly.
I hate being emotionally lonely. Stress will start creeping into my brains then all of a sudden, I feel like breaking down.
Tough time will not last, I hope.
I've been missing Bubs too much eventhough it's only been two days. It really sucks not being able to meet when he's in SG. Honestly speaking, I'm a little worried but dear boy, I'll try my best to trust you as much as I can. So far, Bubs has been very assuring every single day, always reminding me that he loves and and how much he misses me.(HAHAH, really) Poor boy gotta endure the last 3 days of reservist but on a good note, I'm very proud of my man for achieving gold for his IPPT for the first(?) time.
I've been on my laptop the whole of today, typing and printing out itineraries and my official checklist. Today has been a fruitful day, managed to even packed most of my decor items and necessities as well. Kudos to me *pats back*
Decided to show mama and abah our official venue for solemnization, I'm glad that they're impressed. Abah even wanted the picture and video but mama and me totally knew what he was about to do, obviously I declined him duh.
My DIY Progress has been relatively good so far. Finally had a simple layout for my wedding cake decor, all I need is my righthand girls to execute it for me.
The other day, I bought artificial lavender and made corsages for our families. God knows hows many cuts I got from all those cutting of wires, even bled while doing this. Omg. Rabak.
I like how it looks though, Bubs was telling me it looks huge. Okay lah, palm size not bad what. Too small for what, the outfits I bought for them needs a little accessories like these mah. hehe Managed to twine my mason jars also!
Well, that's it for now. Gotta sleep soon! Here's a sneak of what I'm gonna wear for my henna night! Weehu
Till then!
xoxo
