Well, yeah. The heading was definitely referring to me, the bride. Always fickle and indecisive. Come on now, be nice. Bridezilla mode on, you just gotta pick the right and bestest decision, no?
I'm pretty much referring to our wedding venue. Oh hell no, back to square one!
So recently, there had been some "personal" problem that got in the way. It was definitely a tough phase and as the saying goes "Banyak cobaan bila dah tunang. Especially when it's nearing the wedding date"
Makcik pakcik atok nenek kawanku yang dah kahwin, I believe you guys now okay? Dahsyat u.
But Alhamdulilah, I hope no more of this unnecessary stress. Especially not from you okay bubs!
So what was I torn apart again? Ah yes. THE VENUE.
Bubs had his last say. He wanted us to combined instead. I was shocked to get agreement from both Chulo, Abah and Mama but I, on the other hand, suddenly feel that it's not a good idea simply because of these two reasons:
1) I cannot accomodate to Abah's request of mengeratkan siratulrahim with my makcik and pakcik which he claimed that weddings are the only event that we can jemput saudara-mara, cucu cicit, pakcik makcik, nenek atok sedara, cousins 1,2,3.....1000. (But then again, I'm 50-50 on this because at the end of the day, I'll just let my parents decide what's best. In fact, they can request from my other sisters who's not married yet. hehe)
2) My wedding is once in a lifetime. Ah yes, the common stand of any bridezillas who wants their wedding to be perfect. (Did I not say this? I think Bub is right. How the hell I go from simple to complicated!?)
Okay lah. Looking back at my reasons doesn't support how badly I need to have my own side of the wedding. Besides, I literally have NO time to run my own wedding, let alone the manpower I needed.
I need to reiterate and emphasize the pros of a combined wedding to myself. In fact, there are so many advantages for us to combine!
1) Both Bubs and I insist on a small-scale wedding( Looking at a 250pax each side only)
2) A private event of direct relation/affiliations of cousins, small invitation of close friends.
3) Budget-friendly( okay okay lah)
4) The "First Night"- Oh hell yes! Besides, we'll be flying off for honeymoon the following day, at night. Isn't it more surreal to wake up next to your husband, still sinking-in the "newly wed" syndrome? I bet we'll be super tired if I insist on my side of the wedding.
5) Fuss/Worry(I hope!)-Free Wedding - Since we already have a wedding planner, they'll run the wedding for us instead. Semua dah siap, tinggal dudok kat pelamin je.
6) Andaman Issue- We've already booked 2 outfits from the same andaman. It was difficult at first, having to split two outfits for each event(Because the bride(ME) mati-mati nak two baju for her side. HAHA! Come on ah, gib chance. Nak feeling-feeling Princess Barbie for the day) So, now that it's combined. No more baju issue! Even better, our andaman is along the same road as our venue! Plus point!
That's basically it. I guess, by typing this down, I have no choice right? Combined, it is then. Bubs said that Chulo will come over to my place during raya and discuss about the wedding once more. This time, I'm just gonna let the folks decide. Nak DJ ke, kompang ke, tarian ke or whatsoever. So long, they're happy with their decision.
On another high note, we have finally registered ourselves at ROMM!
Yes, I let Bubs do the admin work. Asyik the bride je kena buat everything? Heh. But we were quite shocked that eventhough we booked 4 days late from the earliest date of application(READ: The 150 calendar days rule of ROMM), there's only 4 Naib Kadi/Kadis left!? Our solemnization date so hot is it?
I foresee us waking up as early as 5am just to get ready for solemnization.
Triple expresso shot for two and one venti matcha latte with soy milk okay?
In the meantime, I need to get my body "fixed" before this......
....arrive and smack reality in my forehead. Time to lose some extra fats, I hope. 
Throwback last year skinny days please!? If I can do it for pre-wedding shoot, why not the wedding day itself right? hehe.
Oh, before I end off. Happy 2nd birthday little tootsie Michaaaaaaaaa! May you grow up, make your parents proud and be the greatest sister for Baby Myrna. Uncle Hil and I lupchiuuuu *smooch*
Till then!
xoxo.
