Mine was pitched black, literally. How is it possible that someone can make a huge impact in your life? How is it that you've become too dependant to him, so hopeless romantic that you shut all doors and windows of your heart and sealing it tight?
I never felt so amazed how this person literally changed me into a better person. Constantly reminding me of my prayers and stay close to Allah, always be there for me whenever possible and endless love and affection.
Baby, you're almost perfect. You're my kind of perfect. You're my constant, forever there and always. You took care of me well thus far and I have zero worries entrusting you to lead our family in the near future. You'll definitely be the greatest daddy any children could ever imagined of and a responsible breadwinner.
Looking forward to the day we'll officially unite as lawfully wedded husband and wife. I love you, you know that very well.
I love how we're always communicating as a couple, how you're mostly reporting to me your whereabouts and your doings. How at times we challenged each other in a positive way, how heated our arguments may be but at the end of the day, we gave in realizing that all we had was each other and because of our love ego was set aside no matter what.
I see myself in you through those huge sleazy eyes and long lashes that I envy. Your cute smile never fails to captivate me. Those precised features; angular jawline and sharp nose that stands out. You fussing over your thinning hair which sometimes gets messy but still decent in my eyes. That small-built but physically fit body of yours which makes me feel comfortable and secured whenever we hugged or caressed. That, oh so perky bum which I'll just keep it to myself. Unexplainable strong arms which you always find every way to carry, or literally swoop me off the ground without warning. Last but not least, the muscular thighs with manly hairs which of course, always made me feel ticklish brushing my skin against yours.
Baby, I've noticed you since the day we grew closer. I can be myself around you, every single time.I saw your daily routines, how you like things to be done, how non-picky you are with food, your fickle-mindedness which at times drove me up the wall and your reactions to everything. We basically read each other like a book.
Nuff' said sugar, You've never failed to make me fall in love with you over and over and over again.
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30th July 2014
Hello! You can actually skip the first part if you're not interested. lol
Just pouring how blessed I am for the lovely man in my life. So anyways, currently in bed supposed to be ironing my uniform right now cos' standby starts in like an hour's time and I hate it. After a week of self-proclaimed and official leaves, gonna dread going back to work. Gotta tune myself back to work-mode.
So yesterday, we had staycay over at Changi Cove for an early celebration of the 8th month being engaged. I know I'm supposed to be saving at this stage but just can't help it, we needed some "us" time together. Loving the late night heart to heart chat till the wee morning, we never failed to know something new about each other's past. Had KFC dinner and letting night go by with each others company, snuggling in bed together watching series of "SUITS".
Doodling, chasing each other from the lobby to the room after we got our dinner from the delivery man and also wrestling. A fair share of being a kid once awhile, nothing wrong with that. Well, not forgetting some intimate time. *coughs
So we slept late around 5-ish. Intended to wake up for breakfast but obviously failed. Officially checked out from the hotel like 12 on the dot. Walked to Changi village for brunch. Baby's been craving for Nasi lemak since the night before but I was chickened out to even go out because the location was quite secluded and was so dark and creepy at night.
Once done, we headed back to my place . Bid him goodbye was always the hardest but it feels great to be reminded that he loves me no matter what accompanied by the usual goodbye kiss. That was how my day was. Simple and loving it. Baby doodled this when I was upset with him and it sure does make me feel alot better.
xoxo.
