Dear Almighty, please give me signs to show me what's written. For you and only you, I turn to. This love is unbreakable. Should I even impose distance to test fidelity? If stepping out of comfort zone, changes things; makes me lose everything, why should I sacrifice this?
I love him and only him, I'll marry. Why do you have to put me through this emotional night?
You have opened hearts but why now this defence-less self retracting? Not now, not again. Please.
Dear heart and mind, please communicate. This soul must never decide based on people's opinion.
How I wished for a stronger partner but I, myself is weak. Bittersweet memories; the only face I'd want to see all-day, everyday. You, my love. My sweet, sweet love. Be strong internally as well for the toughness I saw through you just now, was a little boy who yearns for attention, tender-loving care and lifetime commitment, loyalty.
This I promise you baby. You're mine, forever and always no matter what happens. How far we've come, fighting through the storm together. This is just another phase.
Bare with me, my love. This is tough, this will be tough but In Shaa Allah, we'll come out stronger than before.
Should one day we'd ever be apart in distance, miles away, always connect your heart and soul to him for I, will try my very best not to lose my way. With his guidance and this love, we'll go through this together.
Ya Allah, For he's the only one I only love, please bless this relationship and let my Jannah bestowed on his feet, my guardian. I really love this man, he's everything that I've got. He's literally my world.
Amin Yarabbal 'alamin.
Goodnight Eshya. Time for you to sleep, you're body needs it, more than 48hours awake. You're sleep-deprived.
hush hush now.
Everything's alright.
